define special fren
someone of a different gender and you treat him/her less than a bf/gf but share most of ur lil' secrets with him/her

tht's what Alan told me a few days ago when he claimed that sumone wanted to Dajie's special fren.hmm..the definition is abit kiddish but i agree. there wil always be a special fren ard you, other than ur bf/gf. sumone u willing to share ur secerts..for example, when u and ur fren quarrelled, u will seek help and had a listening ear from this special fren.

but my side of story is abit different from the others..
*hear me say*
i was down in mood, feeling tht blue`
waitin for my special fren to come online.
i need to tell him sumtink,
but he shot me bluntly.
in the case of misunderstanding,
i cried.
too emotional as usual~
maybe tht's how he means to me as a fren
a special one.

i was hogging on the phone the next moment with annabel.
i told her everything i wanted to say to him.
she tried to cheer me up
and gave me suggestions but i just cant help but kept crying.
then i braced up all my might to call him up
a misunderstanding after all.
i tink my cryings had made him felt guilty
maybe both of us are in the wrong=x
tht's just a maybe..
maybe this is wad we human called - retribution
maybe it is..
i shot him with my words a few days back
and he was devasted bahs?? =x

but anyway, things solved?
maybe..i dunO i just dun wan to think..
the feeling of how ur good fren told u sumtink which u expect it last from his mouth
hmm..i shud stop brooding over it. =)
stay on smile~

maybe time will heal the wound between us.
a barrier of time?



hmm..
england lost to portugal in penalty..
sad*
hais..
felt like cryin tt very moment when robinson did not save c.ronaldo's goal
=[
*devasted*
Mum n I dun see a need why the refree shud issued a red card at Rooney.
however, on the other match.
Brazil lost to France.a repeat of WC 1998 Finals when Brazil lost to homeground France 0-1.
hmm..
wad is wrong??

so from the 16 teams.
WC finals had shrink down to 4, namely Germany,Italy,Portugal & France.
who shall it be?
will Klose gets the Golden Boots award??
Will Scolari bring Portugal to the Finals like he did to Brazil?? =D
i dunO.let's wait n see!!

oh well, i just hope and from the point of a fan.
i seriously hope Germans win the title.=x
no offence, guys!

the promise`

my finger nails are long..
manicure anyone??
o.O